If you have contemplated of suicide, on this your life
depends
There’s many ways to end it all, how will your means meet
ends?
Have you considered those who’d find you. or how you made
them feel?
Have you really felt the feelings, before you make this
real?
Do you wonder if they'll think, it was payback time?
What if they miss the point, think you are making the light your lime?
Under all the bravado, I know the pain is true
Under each mask, there is a newer you
Under the bridge, a final resting place
Under your skin, with in the needles trace
At first they miss you, they put out an APB
If only we could avoid, all this in-sanity
The pain and suffering, have gone full circle now
It’s too late to fix it, too late for whys and how’s
If only you spoke up, or found help on your own
If only we read the signs, or looked past the self you’ve
shown.
Reaching outs not easy, for we're all so self involved.
Sorry can’t fix everything, not all guilt can be absolved.
The pain we bear, becomes a shield, an armor to the world.
A way to hide the ugly truth, a way to keep secrets furled.
The answers never cutting out, or quitting on the game.
The answers lie in fixing you, and protecting others from
the same.
Stand up for you, the way you know how. Let the others be.
For you control the only you, who can be the better me.
What others think matters not, outside the manner rules.
We take our selves too seriously, sometimes we should just be
fools.
Your final act upon this earth should not play out this way
The world will be a better place, Fight back, Please stay.
BjM 2-21-16
